I hate my bed it is soo uncomfortable. I have been up since 6 am. and i went to bed a little after midnight. I think ever since i got home i have been losing more sleep. I work all day and i don't go to bed until 12 or 1 in the morning. Then i have to get up early just to get ready for work. it is the same cycle.
I hate being here!! I feel so crappy and useless here. When I am at home i feel some confined to my room. I don't want to leave. My only savior is Pj. He is the one reason i am sane. I miss my friends at school. I want to see my lover...hehehee BECCA!!! (becca is not my real lover... she is my bitch...hahahahahahaha!!! lol). I hope our senior year goes well. It's our last year together and i am very sad.
Speaking of becca, i spoke to her yesterday. Talking to her made me happy. She made me realize how much i miss all of my baldwin friends. Hopefully i can still go to otakon.
Oh! about otakon. I learned that i have to come up with 2 thousand dollars for my school. Because they are bastards and they are trying to screw me out of graduation. Those bastards!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHH!!! So.... I might not be able to go.:( When i learned that i had to come up with that money i got severely pissed off. and the first thing i thought they are not going to ruin my first anime convention!! ...mofos